This Is Not Happening
Kill yourself.
Kill yourself.
Hey.
Kill yourself.
Hey! okay, okay…
Kill yourself -
it’s what you don’t want me to tell you -
kill yourself -
it’s what you don’t want me to say -
kill yourself -
but, come on now, i’ve nothing to sell you -
kill yourself -
oh, y’know, all I want is to play -
kill yourself -
unh. HEY! hehehe, uh huh -
kill yourself -
what on Earth were you expecting -
kill yourself -
don’t you know that it’s impossible to change -
kill yourself.
Kill yourself.
Oh, no, no, no no no no -
Kill yourself.
Okay okay okay okay okay okay -
Kill yourself.
You were walking up to me, expecting
What? Advice. Pfffffff, gimme a break -
Kill yourself.
So you don’t want to consume, you don’t want to take -
Kill yourself -
there’s nothing you can do, nothing you can do, nothing you can -
kill yourself -
you wanna know what could be good?? Are you sure?
You really want to know or would you just rather -
kill yourself -
sleep; you better just stay in bed, son -
kill yourself -
but that’s not coming from me, i didn’t say that,
i have nothing to say -
kill yourself -
nothiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggg -
kill yourself -
to say what’s on my mind, I could do that if you wanted -
kill yourself -
’cause that’s what I always do, what you want -
kill yourself -
but you, you, you, yes, you want something else -
kill yourself -
you want me to sing, to sing, to sing, to say -
kill yourself -
what’s in my heart. well, well, -
kill yourself -
come on, it’s ineffable, y’know, that mystical place -
kill yourself -
but if you wanted, you could look into my face -
kill -
feel my cold, dead cheeks. Do you feel your warmth? -
kill your -
is that what it takes? Is that what I have to do -
kill your -
for you. to feel. alive.
kill your -
Then I want you to know before I go -
kill your -
you’re asking a lot of me. I want you to love to know -
kill your -
I want you to know that I’m a lover -
kill your -
I was just born that way, Sis, -
kill your -
and that’s why i’m doing this. It’s ’cause -
kill -
I’m so fuckin’ special. Like you. Okay,
okay okay okay okay, Okay!
I’LL KILL MYSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLFFFFFFFF
I’M KILLIN’ MYSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLFFFFFFFF
I feel my flesh on my bones
bleeding onto the stone (ground)
I feel myself
tearing
my body to hell,
because I’m too reasonable, I’m too good, y’see,
because I would never, ever, ever kill anybody else but me,
and so if that’s what it takes to create harmony
in your ears, in your eyes, in your transient eternity,
then I’ll do it, son, if it gets you into heaven,
if you STOP!
acting like a damn fool, livin’ by the ego’s rule,
and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and
KILLIN’ YOURSEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLFFFFF
STOP KILLIN’ YOURSEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLFFFFFFF
STOP KILLIN’ YOURSEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLFFFFFFFFF
Killin’ your -
ooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -
SELF! oh, oh, oh,
oh, SELF! uh huh,
uh huh, self.
yours.
mine.
ours, hey!